I chased a silent echo today ~

Smoke

Image by AMagill via Flickr

The hallway buzzed artificial intelligence. Its naked lighting turning winter skin a harsher shade of death. An echo reverbed from slush crusted lug soles, leaving a sightly murky trail of life’s current existence.

The world stopped spinning me sideways when the air-filled with an olfactory song.  Vision gone black, a blindsided pattern; years tripping backward until I sat next to you in a smokey den surrounded by Coltrane’s horn.

A pocket of memory captured me. Stuck in an alternate universe, a time warp, or was it sleepless mind-game?  I passed through a dark mass, your mark of eternity; or was it simply someone who wore your leathered scent, mixed with Kentucky burn and cinnamon?

Sax floated away until I played on the sands of Van’s mystic, finding a note to loosen me. Hunting you down this hallowed hall, I only found sterile sounds and plastic smiles. Tightening, this flower’s sigh to heavy rains;  folding tired arms to this angled frame. Colourless cinder blocks absorb me.

It’s almost my birthday. We almost missed it then; there was no reasoning from that frozen ledge. Your scrawl across an empty card started a fissure; cracking poorly cemented fears. I was too late. Hospitals offer no solace for we the living. There is little gesture in ‘I’m sorry” when the metal bed only holds your broken shell.

Tonight, I’ll close these hungry eyes; searching fluted caverns for that film playing our beginning. Perhaps tomorrow, I’ll transverse those slick tiles, seeking your silent echo. A string vibration, awakening the lost life that still remains. ~

Stories never shared, death got in the way.

The Harley’s growl stalked my steps as we started from the red light.

A cloud floated by as I spied for handmade white signs.

You haunted my walk along the mental sea of manufactured bleu vibrations.

Ghost danced all four corners and intersected in my mind.

Blank memories fill our empty pages.

Keep the coffee black and steaming (stolen from your eulogy).

Another hawk flew by and looked me sideways in the eye.

I swear his yellowed stare shined your laugh.

Someday we shall sit and rehash.

A banquet of words, a colourful feast.

Our own dead troubadour society.

I’m not a big believer in explaining what the muse is up to, but this one deserves a bit of explanation. Sunday I was walking the pup and a song (instrumental, cello) sent me into a deep contemplative zone. The song was called Le Mar (I think). At the stoplight, I heard a motorcycle and my thoughts flashed to a work mate who was killed on his Harley a year ago, almost to that day. My regret, he and I chatted many times, but we lost touch when he left. I learned a lot about him during the funeral… he actually was a gifted writer with a soft heart. I never knew. Try not to waste the moments. Stories need to be shared, everywhere.

Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.

Join 230 other followers